放肆记忆の延伸

Every school day likes gamble day...
I loss 1 lunch in CS and 1 movie ticket in 2 day on the gamble in school...

I hate noises when I'm alone.
I love alone when I'm in home.

This is a very nice thing to bring me into sleep and let me can sleep early!!
It's a great thing...alcohol...
Drink it before go sleep...
...so...nice...
I don't want stay up all night...if I can...
Actually I don't think anyone here gets a full shift of sleep.We love to stay up as much as we can.

Today...I realize something...
Something about someone...
Something from 1 year ago...
That feel nice...when I realized...
Just a game...whether you win or not, the game also will be over.
And now the game is over...

I feel so funny when see a people chatting with someone who is his love.Haha~

一个没去上课的星期五...
原因是...很累...事实上是懒惰...
昨晚...差不多5.00才睡...
睡近一个小时就要起来去学校...
我有起身...但又睡回去了...
是有累到...但...如果要的话...我是可以起来然后去学校继续睡的...
可是...当然家里的床跟学校的桌子比...
即使智商少过100的人都会选择呆在家吧!!

另外一个不去的理由是...
因为前天完全没有睡...直接通宵到学校...
那真的是糟透了...我说我的眼睛!!
自己都看不下...
所以...今天的眼睛应该也差不多...
所以还是不要去了!!
更何况去学校也没事干...
昨天在学校聚赌输了16块...有够可怜的...


我很想把时间调回正常人的睡眠时间...
可是...
很难...
我晚上能做的事比白天还多...
晚上很安静...没有人打扰...
很舒服...
可以静静的呆在电脑面前...
对我来说...可算是种享受!!

看着自己的身体堕落进黑夜里...
真的很不好...
应该已经爆肝了!!
如何好好休息呢...
搬去时差和马来西亚相反的地方住应该是个不错的注意...
最好的睡眠时间是10.00p.m到2.00a.m++吧...应该...
如果2.00a.m起来...那算不算熬夜??
真的是一个好问题!!


昨晚半夜看了是这部电影:The Proposal
是个不错的电影...上映很久了...
讲述一个上司和助理因为某些利益而堕入爱河...

今天看了这个:How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
2003年的电影...
有点久了...
故事...和上一部一样...
都是因为利益而相恋10日!!


目前...
最期待的电影是...
Twilight New Moon
超级期待的...
虽然剧情如何演变我都一清二楚...
可是...还是超想看的...
美国那里11月20日就会上了...
大马不知道几时才会看到...
希望不会太久..但愿...

无意间在某网站发现了一些小时候玩过的东西...
1980到1990++的...应该都有玩过吧...

以前住组屋的时候...
左邻右舍几乎都是同龄的朋友...
大家玩在一起...
而且小时候有很多游戏...
A,E,I,O,U..追追..Pepsi Cola 123..还办家家酒..拿粉笔画在地上画线玩跳飞机等等...
还有一些有的没的游戏...
真的太多太多了...


以前很白痴的会收集一堆胶擦...

必定看过的...大力水手和忍者龟现在应该比较难找了...


小学的笔盒...一个比一个多格...
前后都能用...有的甚至还可以锁起~

这个...应该是我们还不懂什么叫扑克牌的时候玩的牌吧...
以前...这个是超好玩的...虽然以下我有影响的只有Happy Family!!
Super Mario...最原始版...
游戏机的史祖!!
至今应该有10几年了...
这个...
哈哈...玩警察抓小偷..就是所谓的"兵抓贼"的时候必用的武器之一啦~

...大家都有玩过吧!!
吹好后会印在别人脸上XD
这个!!以前...买了很多很多...
装了一大盒在盒子...
现在想起...真不知道有什么好玩的...哈哈
就一直帮他们换衣...然后自导自演...
这个...我家应该还有很多...
以前都放在鱼缸里面...
各种各样的颜色...
以前超爱的玩具之一!!
erm...我不懂叫什么...
就有企鹅的...会从上面滑下来的...
很多小孩的第一只宠物...打架鱼
不只比颜色美...还比谁的厉害打架!!
曾经吃过的...
零用钱买得起的...
还有许许多多...
童年的一切...还记得多少...
小时候的玩伴...

现在的小朋友...手上不是psp...就是一台laptop...
根本不知道...那些...所谓的"无聊游戏"
呵呵...


现在...快16岁了...
也渐渐升上高中了...
童年的回忆...是否依然存在??...
也许有...但可能也淡化了...

有段时间..没去游泳了~
星期六那天...去游泳...
由于太久没有游了..能游的距离越来越短...
为了挑战自己极限...
差点就死掉了...
haiz~
之后去表姐家...发现她用p1...
而且网速也不错的快...
至少比我的快上几倍!!在看戏方面..绝对比我的好!!
回家时拿了很多线上游戏的光碟...
是表姐那时在persada johor 那个线上游戏展览做工时免费拿到的~~
可是感觉都是些古装的游戏...
我不排侧这些...只是...线上游戏...
玩"线"上游戏对我来说是件痛苦的事~
我讨厌dc!!
咳~


这几天呆在家很难过...
时间很多...可是...没事情做...
网速最近慢到离谱...
严格来说...一直以来都是~
无聊惨了!!


今天发现一部戏"True Blood"
是套连续剧来的...打算好好看的...
但..网速不作美...
慢得我已经把耐心用尽了...
我想换掉那个烂modem...
可是不懂怎样开口换掉它!!


那天去sutera问工...
并没有什么好收获~
感觉那些人都只是敷衍了事~
假期注定呆在家发霉了吗??!!
恶...

Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You-Glenn Mederios




If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever
Oh, so clearly I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
You'll only change my whole life through but
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
You'll only change my whole life through but
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

今天...
缺席了!!
不是故意..更不是有心...

我对今天早上4点到11点的记忆...
完全模糊...
更仔细的说应该是...
完全没有!!

我不知道发生什么事...
也许是太累了还是什么...

所以阿...
4 princess的成员抱歉啦~
我真的不是故意缺席的!!

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秘密总让人好奇...
总被人探索...
知道别人不知道的事情是种什么感觉;
不知道别人知道的事情又是什么感觉.
然而...这也是朋友的定义之一...

Burning-Maria Arredondo

Passion is sweet
Love makes weak
You said you cherished freedom so
You refuse to let it go

Follow your fate
Love and hate
Never fail to seize the day
But don't give yourself away

Oh when the night falls
And your all alone
In your deepest sleep what
Are you dreaming of

My skin's still burning from your touch
Oh I just can't get enough I
Said I wouldn't ask for much
But your eyes are dangerous
Oh the thought keep spinning in my head
Can we drop this masquerade
I can't predict where it ends
If your the rock I'll crush against

Trapped in a crowd
The music is loud
I said I love my freedom to
Now I'm not sure I do

All eyes on you
Rings so true
Better quit while you're ahead
Now I'm not so sure I am

Oh when the night falls
And your all alone
In your deepest sleep what
Are you dreaming of

My skin's still burning from your touch
Oh I just can't get enough I
Said I wouldn't ask for much
But your eyes are dangerous
Oh the thought keep spinning in my head
Can we drop this masquerade
I can't predict where it ends
If your the rock I'll crush against

My soul my heart
If you're near if you're far
My life my love
You can have it all....ooohaaaah

Oh when the night falls
And your all alone
In your deepest sleep what
Are you dreaming of

My skin's still burning from your touch
Oh I just can't get enough I
Said I wouldn't ask for much
But your eyes are dangerous
Oh the thought keep spinning in my head
Can we drop this masquerade
I can't predict where it ends
If your the rock I'll crush against
ooh, if your the rock I'll crush against

BFF x BFFF


Finally~
PMR考完咯!!
超开心的说~

7号..考试的第一天!!
国文试卷~
那一天考试结束后..就已经知道...
8A是不可能的了!!
没有什么好抱怨的..
事实上..跟本没有努力..更别说8A了..
一半都不懂有没有~

8号!!
第一次...持续20个小时没将眼睛合上~
晚上9点从"午觉"起身后..午觉就睡了4个小时><"
直接到隔天试卷结束~16:30这样...
到家冲凉过后...17:00++我就倒下去了
整整20个小时没有睡觉...
那天是科学和英文试卷~
我都在读科学...
试卷1的确比我曾经任何一张科学试卷还要好..有读和没读真的有差别~
试卷2...我已经尽力了...
英文就顺其自然吧...


日夜颠倒的我...身体一定被搞坏了...
但是有何乃!!
我无法调整回来了...
更何况...假期就要来了~
假期的午夜...根本就是精华时段!!


之后的试卷...
我都没把它们读好~
尤其是KH...
咳...
唯一有把握会拿A的就只有数学~
虽然不是数学最厉害的人...
但数学却是我最厉害的科目~


开心归开心~
眼前迎接我们的...除了一切的快乐...
还有一切的未知!!
成绩如何??
Form4的课程...
一切一切的未知数...
是应该担心的吗??
那一定是...但..肯定不是现在...
至少..
这个月...让自己好好享受结束PMR后的一切!!


GIVE AND TAKE
付出多少就会得到多少...
相信为PMR尽最大的努力的朋友们...
一定会有最好的收获...

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对不起的意义是...
知道自己犯下错误的道歉...
千万不要随意说出对不起...
因为..那意味着...自己不随意犯错!!
by:翼